Sometimes…straight from the journal works. Here are my unedited words from January 12.
Today was okay. Nothing more, nothing less. I woke up, did things, cried between them, and kept moving. That is really all I can say for myself.
I love you. I love Daddy, and I love Aaron, and I am trying so damn hard to be okay.
(Aaron drew this picture today of a knight on one of his Christmas thank you notes. I thought it was so cute how he has the lines in front of the face like the eye guard from a helmet)